What I Carry, What I Create, and What They Never Wanted the Good Girl to Know

It Wasn’t Just Sadness—It Was Rage

It Wasn’t Just Sadness—It Was Rage

“You’re not just sad—you’re angry. You’ve been boiling quietly under the weight of everything you never got to say. That heaviness? That numbness? It’s unspoken fire. Not weakness. Not brokenness....

It Wasn’t Just Sadness—It Was Rage

“You’re not just sad—you’re angry. You’ve been boiling quietly under the weight of everything you never got to say. That heaviness? That numbness? It’s unspoken fire. Not weakness. Not brokenness....

Descent Is Not Defeat—It’s Initiation

Descent Is Not Defeat—It’s Initiation

Real healing doesn’t come from avoiding the dark. It comes from descending into it—on purpose. From facing the grief, the rage, the parts of you you’ve buried just to survive....

Descent Is Not Defeat—It’s Initiation

Real healing doesn’t come from avoiding the dark. It comes from descending into it—on purpose. From facing the grief, the rage, the parts of you you’ve buried just to survive....

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I Am Learning to Stay With Myself

The sadness I feel in my gut? It’s anger—quiet, buried, and long denied. Not the kind that lashes out, but the kind that whispers, 'This isn’t what I deserve.' I’m...

I Am Learning to Stay With Myself

The sadness I feel in my gut? It’s anger—quiet, buried, and long denied. Not the kind that lashes out, but the kind that whispers, 'This isn’t what I deserve.' I’m...

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What They Call Resilient, I Call Survival

They called me strong. Brave. Resilient.But what they were really admiring…was my ability to suffer silently.

What They Call Resilient, I Call Survival

They called me strong. Brave. Resilient.But what they were really admiring…was my ability to suffer silently.

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Welcome to What I Carry, What I Create, and Wha...

Welcome to the space where masks come off, magic comes home, and the “good girl” gets her voice back. This is my story—raw, real, and a little messy. I share...

Welcome to What I Carry, What I Create, and Wha...

Welcome to the space where masks come off, magic comes home, and the “good girl” gets her voice back. This is my story—raw, real, and a little messy. I share...